Well, it just that my life doesn't seem to be thrilled enough for me to note down one in my post.
On my daily basis, I've been dead to the world only around 4am and I will be waking up at 7am only to find myself sound asleep again from 9am till 4pm.
Then with zero much to do I will gaze at TV till at night.
Despondently truthfully, this is my latest routine.
Miserably, I can't even remember when the last time I had an appropriate meal or appropriate get away from home. It is because everyone seems to be busy with their life.On the other hand, being close up with my mom is meaningful at times. Every now and then I feel depressing and repentant when I summon up the time when I was rebel to her. I just look forward to redeem myself.
I’m sorry MOM.
I hope I can be what she wants me to be.
I love you MOM more than ever.
I just realize that there's not much photo taken with my mom and me.
Sad.
23 February 2009
.....
Well, today my family and I went to visit my Grandma house after so long.
We sat, we talked,we joked, we shared all kind of story. But the one that still fresh and lingering on my mind till now is about the spooky story regarding a person using an outside of the world thing to protect themselves from harm. "Black Magic"
Lastly, I may not have the mood to update frequently because I rarely use the internet. So better miss me.
Gtg. Buhbye.
13 February 2009
....
Finally at 1am, I'm done with the editing that I made in my blog.
Well, it took me merely 2 hours plus because as you all know I'm not that literate in editing codes for blogs but for now I'm proud of myself because I have accomplished, creating a new templates that I never done with the assistance of anyone before.
I will be bored stiffed for the next two weeks.
I premeditated to occupy my free time by doing several FYP research. However I don't even have any idea of where to start. Basically I'm doubting my ability to complete my FYP task because in the first place I don't even know what FYP is all about. Tsk tsk.
Well if my precious Plan A doesn't occurs, I really necessitate someone who be bothered enough to amuse me for the next two weeks?
12 February 2009
...
Oh great! I stumbled upon a MV called "What Hurts the Most". Yes, it's the new song that had been playing on my blog. My readers out there, the authentic singer and their very intense MV will move yours heart, move mountains and everything. Please don't hesitate to have a tissue next to you when you watched this.
....
What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to do
.....
Noticed that the beginning when she says
"It's not true...You did this to him.. Say you hate him... Liar!!!"
It is about the fact that he left because of her father. I think that the guy and her father got into a fight and she is packing to run away with her boyfriend only to realize that the guy was dead.
Plus I think the throwing up scene; she is definitely not pregnant though. Trust me, when you find out that the man you love is dead, getting sick is the least of it.
Very intense indeed.
Why in the end she ran to the incident scene and finally say that she "see him too?"
Because int the middle of the MV...
Guy: Whats wrong...? Is it your dad? Girl: What do you see in the future? Guy: ....What do you see? Girl: ....I’m serious..... Guy: U..... Kissed intimately.... Guy: What do you see? She ran away without answering it.
.....
So here is the underlying message grabbed every opportunity to appreciate your loves one because you will never know when they are gone or when you have the chance of meeting them again. Tell them how much you love them and how they make a differences in your life and how they make you feel that they are your other half.
Perfect opportunity. Valentines Day coming right up. So here's the perfect time.
....
Last but not least to highlight to the parents... Please...sometimes do have faith and trust in your daughter love life choice. What meant to be is meant to be. You can’t throw or force love into a person. So have faith and just go with the flow .
09 February 2009
...
Today's the day. Wish me all the best.
Thanks for the rest who wish me good luck. Love u guys.
03 February 2009
.....
Yesterday I had a marvelous time with my GFs whom I had not been meeting up lately. Plan was planned by Nadz; Karaoke sessions at Cash studio.
Initial plan was to meet up Nad at Lido at 4pm. While I meet Nadz in the bus around 3pm. However as usual, Nadz was late again. Ur Forgiven Tsk tsk. *Rolling my eye. LOL Thus 3pm changes to 4pm.
So being the usual vain me, I took some pictures while I have a lot of time to kill. *wink
Reached Lido and headed our way to Cash Studio and booked at 430pm till 730pm.
I definately had much great time from beloved GFs and for sure had a lot of laughter and catch up with them.
We definately sang our hearts out, dance our way through and camwhored over and over again. Here's are some of the pictures we took.
....
.....
Definately worth my time & precious more.
Not forgetting I'm craving for more Lepakz sessions with you Gals before I maybe begin to start busy. & last but not least Please try to make it on Friday!
I am like so over reacting when I received a very GOOD news today!
An unknown number called me today and I answered it. To my joy, I received a call from Singapore Zoological. (Obviously, I didn't get through this through the attachment.This is through outside.)
I am shortlisted to come for an interview there. I was so happy upon the good news that I thought I would not get this opportunity till I forget to ask them which post I was shortlisted because I applied 4 different post.
1. Ticketing Staff 2. Operating Assistant Part Time 3. Receptionist Part Time 4. Play Crew Alhamdulilah!
My Mom was obviously happy of me. But told her not to be over happy because I still have not confirm yet to be selected. I know that some of you may think this is not a big deal but it is to me after what I have gone through this past few months.
Wish me all the best and I really hope I will be selected because I really need help with financial issues now. Insya-Allah..
Well, it just that my life doesn't seem to be thrilled enough for me to note down one in my post.
On my daily basis, I've been dead to the world only around 4am and I will be waking up at 7am only to find myself sound asleep again from 9am till 4pm.
Then with zero much to do I will gaze at TV till at night.
Despondently truthfully, this is my latest routine.
Miserably, I can't even remember when the last time I had an appropriate meal or appropriate get away from home. It is because everyone seems to be busy with their life.On the other hand, being close up with my mom is meaningful at times. Every now and then I feel depressing and repentant when I summon up the time when I was rebel to her. I just look forward to redeem myself.
I’m sorry MOM.
I hope I can be what she wants me to be.
I love you MOM more than ever.
I just realize that there's not much photo taken with my mom and me.
Sad.
23 February 2009
.....
Well, today my family and I went to visit my Grandma house after so long.
We sat, we talked,we joked, we shared all kind of story. But the one that still fresh and lingering on my mind till now is about the spooky story regarding a person using an outside of the world thing to protect themselves from harm. "Black Magic"
Lastly, I may not have the mood to update frequently because I rarely use the internet. So better miss me.
Gtg. Buhbye.
13 February 2009
....
Finally at 1am, I'm done with the editing that I made in my blog.
Well, it took me merely 2 hours plus because as you all know I'm not that literate in editing codes for blogs but for now I'm proud of myself because I have accomplished, creating a new templates that I never done with the assistance of anyone before.
I will be bored stiffed for the next two weeks.
I premeditated to occupy my free time by doing several FYP research. However I don't even have any idea of where to start. Basically I'm doubting my ability to complete my FYP task because in the first place I don't even know what FYP is all about. Tsk tsk.
Well if my precious Plan A doesn't occurs, I really necessitate someone who be bothered enough to amuse me for the next two weeks?
12 February 2009
...
Oh great! I stumbled upon a MV called "What Hurts the Most". Yes, it's the new song that had been playing on my blog. My readers out there, the authentic singer and their very intense MV will move yours heart, move mountains and everything. Please don't hesitate to have a tissue next to you when you watched this.
....
What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to do
.....
Noticed that the beginning when she says
"It's not true...You did this to him.. Say you hate him... Liar!!!"
It is about the fact that he left because of her father. I think that the guy and her father got into a fight and she is packing to run away with her boyfriend only to realize that the guy was dead.
Plus I think the throwing up scene; she is definitely not pregnant though. Trust me, when you find out that the man you love is dead, getting sick is the least of it.
Very intense indeed.
Why in the end she ran to the incident scene and finally say that she "see him too?"
Because int the middle of the MV...
Guy: Whats wrong...? Is it your dad? Girl: What do you see in the future? Guy: ....What do you see? Girl: ....I’m serious..... Guy: U..... Kissed intimately.... Guy: What do you see? She ran away without answering it.
.....
So here is the underlying message grabbed every opportunity to appreciate your loves one because you will never know when they are gone or when you have the chance of meeting them again. Tell them how much you love them and how they make a differences in your life and how they make you feel that they are your other half.
Perfect opportunity. Valentines Day coming right up. So here's the perfect time.
....
Last but not least to highlight to the parents... Please...sometimes do have faith and trust in your daughter love life choice. What meant to be is meant to be. You can’t throw or force love into a person. So have faith and just go with the flow .
09 February 2009
...
Today's the day. Wish me all the best.
Thanks for the rest who wish me good luck. Love u guys.
03 February 2009
.....
Yesterday I had a marvelous time with my GFs whom I had not been meeting up lately. Plan was planned by Nadz; Karaoke sessions at Cash studio.
Initial plan was to meet up Nad at Lido at 4pm. While I meet Nadz in the bus around 3pm. However as usual, Nadz was late again. Ur Forgiven Tsk tsk. *Rolling my eye. LOL Thus 3pm changes to 4pm.
So being the usual vain me, I took some pictures while I have a lot of time to kill. *wink
Reached Lido and headed our way to Cash Studio and booked at 430pm till 730pm.
I definately had much great time from beloved GFs and for sure had a lot of laughter and catch up with them.
We definately sang our hearts out, dance our way through and camwhored over and over again. Here's are some of the pictures we took.
....
.....
Definately worth my time & precious more.
Not forgetting I'm craving for more Lepakz sessions with you Gals before I maybe begin to start busy. & last but not least Please try to make it on Friday!
I am like so over reacting when I received a very GOOD news today!
An unknown number called me today and I answered it. To my joy, I received a call from Singapore Zoological. (Obviously, I didn't get through this through the attachment.This is through outside.)
I am shortlisted to come for an interview there. I was so happy upon the good news that I thought I would not get this opportunity till I forget to ask them which post I was shortlisted because I applied 4 different post.
1. Ticketing Staff 2. Operating Assistant Part Time 3. Receptionist Part Time 4. Play Crew Alhamdulilah!
My Mom was obviously happy of me. But told her not to be over happy because I still have not confirm yet to be selected. I know that some of you may think this is not a big deal but it is to me after what I have gone through this past few months.
Wish me all the best and I really hope I will be selected because I really need help with financial issues now. Insya-Allah..
People calls me Fara,
No more a teenage. Byee Teens. Hello Adults
Currently pursing:
Diploma in Customer Relationship Service Management
I'm Single and Yes Not Avalaible
Never get bored with me bcoz,
I'm always un~predictable♥