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What am i living for?

25 December 2009

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!

Be strong, live long,

Always be true to yourself.

Rights wrongs it doesn't matters,

I'm praying for your health...

Be strong, keep it real,

I know that your strong,

Hold your head up high,

You have got all that you need.

I want to see a smile on your face;

I am in your corner till the end....

24 December 2009

Today I was suppose to work from 10am-10pm.

I woke up early in the morning and just to find myself going back to bed again and woke up approximately around 12pm.

I seriously don't have the mood to go work, the thinking of 10am-10pm just made me go crazy!and so there's my $25 was burn just like that just because I have to take a MC for just one day. So lazily with no mood, I just went to Greengride with slacks, sleeveless and no makeup and found out that all clinics was closed due to Christmas Eve. Sigh.

So from Jelapang all the way to Bangkit to see the doc. Reasons of MC, menstrual cramp. =) Total charged $25. 2 medicines was given. 1 painkiller and 1 Sunpepcin to prevent gastic.

Random: The doctor was quite a good looking guy. hahahaha

So After the visit to the doctor, I walked aimlessly around bangkit and noticed that there are a lot of difference made this past 6 months. From the color of the buildings, to the staircase, to the doors all changed. Gosh, it really made me realized how badly I miss living in Bangkit.
My friends, sorroundings, environments, zhenghua parks.
This is all holds a big memories for me.
My hometown, Bukit Panjang.
(",)

I went back to my house. Spend hours editing my blogskins. I know I'm not good at it but seriously I tried my utmost best to complete everything.
Nad called and Lepakz session again at the usual spots.
TODAY missing of
Nadz, Jaz, Elfie.

And yes before I forgot,
yesterday arguement still continues....
:(

P/S: Working on Christmas 10am-10pm.

23 December 2009

Didn't went to work. I requested for an off today because I have certain matters to look upon and do before this saturday. When to Jurong Point and purchase something for someone which I never bought for myself before.

Hope the present is to her liking. =)

After that I got a called from Recruit Express that I landed a Job as a receptionist on about 3 day contract. So I just take the job to gain experience as a Receptionist. Went down to JTC Cummit and signed the contract and hailed down a taxi to go to Surbonated Court to accompany Elfie.

Well, waited like hours and hours alone over there.

So I took some pictures of myself.

(Vain,vain,vain...)

Hehehehehe

Another one more thing that catch my attention and made a great impact on me. There's a lot of dramas from both the chinese and malay family. I was a bit thrown over with the attitude that they all have. Sigh. Never seen a real life drama mama in front of my own eyes.

I watched the drama-oh-mama and waited till 6pm. I was a little pissed off with him because he kept giving me this short answers and raise his voice even when I asked him with a nice tone. Well it is understandable that he was stressed but at least saying sorry for his behavior was seriously all that I need to hear frome his mouth.

So after that, we board the MRT to Bugis. I was not in the mood because I was tired and I admit I throw cold behavior back to him. Just want hime to feel what I felt. So no mood to walk in Bugis and no mood to eat. Luckily Nad called Elfie up and asked to hang out at the usal place. Thanks. That is what I need to cool myself down. My true friends!

So after eating we hailed a taxi and went to BB. Take his bike and meet up session with

Nad, Nazrul, Jaz

at the usual spots~

Play cards as usual~

Laughters as usual~

Tiff as usual~

Smile as usual~

Jokes and plans as usual~

and just as I thought things was going so Fine,

here it goes again another arguement between me and him,

and yes the story continues............................

19 December 2009

Goodbye 19th...Big Hello to being 20 years old.

Being age of 19, I've been through a lot.

1. Having thought I found the love of my life, but it didn't last.
2. Teaching me the true value of having true friends.
3. Being able to say STOP, when you know you can no longer tolerate a relationship.
4. Having to shift from Singapore to JB.
5. To take a big risk by knowing someone who I'm clearly not suppose to.
6. Stressing more in Money rather than schools.
7. More sin.
8. More lies.
9. Getting to know things that hurts a lot.
10. Problems, problems and more problems.

SUMMARY: 2009 and 19 is not a good year and age for me.
But discovering true friends. Is worth this very year.
Love u all central perks deep deepz!

Hoping that being 20 is more worth it.
Looking forward for the most big changes that have yet to come.
I know that's life.

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