"Menguji Kesabaran"
I just can't understand why he refuse to understand?
I can get angry with him but why I choose to keep quiet and give in today?
Coz I'm tired of EVERYTHING!
Aku compromise sak banyak dgn die!
Aku kene jaga hati kau...aku kene jaga hati kawan aku!
Kau ingat senang?
Aku tk pernah minta ni semua kau paham tak? Kau ingat aku suke?
Kau ingat aku enjoy? Skali skale paham ar!
Seriously I really have to verge my anger. But where should i start first??
Can I like hit someone? or can I like smoke 2 pack of ciggy today?
Seriously, I feel as though I just can't breathe.
NOW! NO one will ever understand my situation. Not even him. Not even U. Not even my friends.
People can give me advise. But no advise can ever help me because nobody will ever know how i feel. Most people judge! thats what I hate.
Clearly to say Nobody really knows well how do i think and what kind of person I really am!
Ya, n now I suddenly recalled something, my bestie say that I'm like a database.
I have to say that I really know too alot about people i'm with till actually nobody really know who FARA is!
How sad it can be rite?!
I have sacrifice my time, my best friend, my interest, my hang out day, my freedom!
What's more he want?
Does he want to take control of everything?
Come on....Aku sape dengan kau arh??!
Anger. Anger. Anger.
Sorry people who's reading this....Its my blog. Blog to verge whatever I want to say. You can't understand/accept it. Then just ignore. Coz Im already tired of EVERYTHING!
Lastly, to add in to my resolution of the year 2008,
--> I want to avoid to be misunderstood by people due to my kindness.
Till then........
Labels: Fcuk up....Who is FARA..