I've not been updating for such a long time. YES! been busy mostly to my school and attending and care about my health. First of all, I have been busy with school, preparing my PP assessment which already done and it obviously sux big time and also been busy with schedules of Understanding Test for 2 straight weeks. More ever, I can't afford to absent myself again because of my attendance.
Unfortunately, when I am so eager to changed my attitude since the 1 week holiday, I sick with a high fever and having shortness of breathe. Just my luck. I cant afford missing my lessons due to some reasons. Just imaging struggling yourself to school and as you are walking u feel as though u being tied to your throat and you can't just give in and out proper breathe!
Manage to reach school and in the afternoon took the UT test. YES i have to admit I gave up while going back home. I decide to hail a cab and sent me to home sweet home. I literally out of breathe and just sleep all the way through. FYI, I've been sicked for like 5 days from now still have not recovery fully!
Shucks!
& moving on to another chapter of my life...YES!! I think it's happening again. Well I feel as though I am not needed. Well things was okay and great, superb before but tangible things have seriously changed way beyond what I thought could changed. I was taken aback and obviously sad and at the same time furious.
Yes without any doubts I believe that even tangible things are way different now. I have always pray & hope intangible things will always remain the same. Insyallah.
& I think it's proven today. I just heard a phrase that I long to hear and always have knew and kept deep in my heart. I was happy to hear that of course...because it proves to me that being patience and believe in karma is really worth it.
Even if things changes physically, just hope that we will remain the same mentally. & i will be the very best person to give whatever I can to you coz afterall...
I have always known ya better yaw.
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