So much had happened this past few days.

Planned heading to Vivo to relax and enjoy ourselves was a great one.
Relaxing was awesome.
Food was nice.
Movie was Supperb!!!
& late night conffession was indeed truly reflective.
Although I wanna say that today we do have fun but I know deep down all each of us have experienced some a little bit of sadness today.

We are always together for each other regardless of anything.
When everything seems right or wrong.
We will always be there.
Truly Best Friend.
(More pics in friendster)

After the late night talks and confession at the usual place. We headed home and as I was in the taxi I can't help thinking and feeling that it seems different.
I felt weird, sad, angry, sympathy.
Everything was juggled up together.

It left me confused.

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Last minute cancel of plan with two of my friends Miza and Devi.


I was looking forward for today. Unfortunately things didn't went my way.
It was first the money problem.


Then my plans with Devi which I'm the one who initiated at 9am was cancel by me again because of my splitting headache that i suffered due to insomnia.

I'm scared..................

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A friend of mine post a quiz in her log and I tried to give it a try. I didn't believe it will be accurate but after the result.

Without any doubts, this is the most accurate quiz I have taken!

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Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

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(Hell true! kn nad? kn nadz? lol)


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

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(OMG really true)


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
(This is so so true)


The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

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(this is sadly, shockingly but really i have to admit, it is true..deep down i do behave that way..)
(dlm diam2)


Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

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(Freakishly true and true)


The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

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(How did they know?)


How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

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(Seriously i admit i'm afraid of failure, i don't even see that i'm capable of being a leader and i have not even started! So true!!)


What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

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(OMFG this is so true 5/5)


Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

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(Seriously i am unpredictable and my mood changes real fast. One moment i can curse you all and at another moment I ca smile and laugh my ass off.)
(True, true, true, true..nothing but the truth..yeah!)


No harm but do give it a try.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

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I came across this video and it's definitely without any doubt had touched my heart and moved my heart.
It teaches me the meaning of love and friendship.

To my beloved families, love, Gfs, friends and everyone.
Spread the love.

"Love knows no limit and true friendship last a lifetime"

Happy 20th Birthday NADZIRA!

Both pic that I made for you is dedicated especially for you.
Hope ya like it plus the surprise too!

I love you Nadz!
Not forgetting you Nad!

Thanks for being there for me yesterday.

I went to ECP today ro give my mind a rest after so much that have happened yesterday and I apologized to those who are affected by his attitude.

I'm sorry.

To my beloved GFs and Friends thanks for being there.
At least your jokes and laughter made me smile even though I felt not to.

Today's the BBQ surprise.

After the hectic plan I really hope it will work out for ya.



After the tears that I cry. I smudge all my makeup.

=(

Time flies so fast. It's the time of the month again.
=)


Busy day tomorrow.
Going to do some grocery.
Going to prepare a special dish made from us for you.


Can't wait and we going to make this a very happening thing for you.

Surprise surprise surprise coming your way.

I just love surprise!

Plan was to ride cable car to enjoy the beautiful scenery.

Give my sweetheart his present in the ride because I bought only 1 present for him.
So I was caught by surprise that he bought me 6 present which include Valentine Day present. (He can't give it to me on Valentine Day due to some uncertain reasons.)

He was obviously loving it. You can just see his eyes sparkling when he see his present.
A Ripcurl Wallet bought at Pacific Plaza.
Thank God he like it because he is such a petty guy when it comes to his things.


Then ride stops.
Search for a comfortable seats and he gave me my presents.


Aww. I am deeply touched by him.
=)

The most touching part he bought the perfume that I really want all this while.
1. Escada Sentiment
2. Salvotone Ferragamo Shine
3. 1 whole set of Elizerbeth Aurden Red Door
4. Body Shop Bath Set.
(I think he bought me all this maybe I smell??!)
LOL..

And Lastly!!
Here comes the part where I cried....



He bought me the handphone which I've been dying for.
Of course it isn't real branded one. But its the one that I been aiming for when I went to Marsiling to look for a hp replacement.


Sungguh ku happy skali!!Hehe
After the dramatic emotional scene it was then Getaway for 3 hours.

After the getaway we headed to Cathy to watch 3D movie "The Bloody Valentine".
Well since Nad says Cathay movie best kn....so we give it a try there.
Not bad.

After the awesome movie we headed to my home because I was really exhausted by then.

6 hours of accompany me to sleep because my parents are out and because I just watch a ghost story the day before. Pheww...



To you:

Okay…you girls can label me as a “blur sotong” girl for what I care.
LOL

As much to say, yes, I admit and declare it, “I’m such a dummy when it comes to IT.”

Latest routine starting off today, I have wake up at 6.30am and head to my dad house. Sent my little brother to religious class and wait till it ends. Then head back home and sent him to school again.

Every day. WOW.

Damn...

My Tag Board is under maintenance now.

Because repeatedly I did the same mistake accidentally, I lost the code and I'm trying to very hard to find it back.

The gazing throughout the rain, thinking, and waiting for answers was a vast, huge descent and letdown for me.


I didn’t receive any light that day.


It just left me in cold instead.

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Mark today as a Shopping Day.
&
It's a bell curve shape today.

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I slept at 4am yesterday and unexpectedly found myself easily waking up at 8am to go to school. My purpose to go to school today was having my Final-Year-Project Meeting with our advisor.

After considering Alan expectation ad Arts Bytes expectation of our proposal, I felt a sudden chill through my spine. Furthermore, he told us that the leader has an advantages and also disadvantages in managing the team well.
(It obviously added another pressure in me. Tsk!)

It’s neither Hurray nor Boohoo for me.

Plus, my very the classic hp, 3310, that I have been using since my last hp spoilt, has been making me feel frustrated. It is beginning to have mood swing like the owner.
To cut it short, that hp has seriously causing me having a HBP!

So I decided to head down to Marsiling with love and test out out some hp over there and there I caught an eye on a nice piece of phone that I pretty like.

It’s a China Phone but with a touch screen.

Well, considering my not so fortunate, not so wealthy background and always cash strap, I really don’t mind having a China phone or maybe a cheapo phone to act as a replacement for my classic 3310 despite it being made in China.
Hehehehe.


Well, that my new wishlist. Anyone care enough to buy it for me.. LOL.

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First of all,
time past really hasty and actually I can’t wait for school to reopen because I can’t stand doing nothing at home and the day by day repeated routine that I have.


Going out with my friends is a predicament for me because I’m always cash strap.
Going out without the luxury of having money in your wallet is a killer notion every day.


Other than staying at home now I have to make repeated trip to Yishun to pay a visit for Grandma with my mom.


And I assume I have to be energetically doing work because of the stubborn fats that I gain staying at home doing nothing.

Last but not least,
I think for now I have to give a serious thought about something.
Things around us changed and we repeatedly encounter the same problem over and over again. I don’t feel I’m able to stand the heat anymore and perhaps I won’t be indecisive to make the final decision.

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Let’s initiate off by saying the whole lot plans turned out hay-wire, today.
Gosh.

A new plan after another was abandon last minute due to some problems that happened.
I was supposed to make a reservation today but I could not make it in time.

But later than, I received a good new which they asked me to come down to the place after 7.30pm before 9pm.

However, yet again, an unexpected predicament made me revoke out my plan again at the very last minute.

Ok.

I hate today.
Period.

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Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you.