I was looking forward for today. Unfortunately things didn't went my way.
It was first the money problem.
Then my plans with Devi which I'm the one who initiated at 9am was cancel by me again because of my splitting headache that i suffered due to insomnia.
It then hit me so hard, one whole night I didn't pray anything for myself but I pray for them.
Although deep down I know all this years life has been unfair to me. I didn't deserve to have all this mishap to thrust at me and especially my mom.
But I know there are others who in a more worse situation than me. So I don't want anything for myself, I just want everything to be alright for them. I would do anything.
& I mean "Anything."
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