♥When Nothing Else MatterS♥

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What am i living for?

28 April 2010

The worst thing I have done after finishing school is having this full time job.

Well, i didnt blame the company. Just that the pressure, perfection, demanding, peers, puntuality, comitment, restriction, all this plays a part for me to really just walk off. But the only things holding me back is just that money issues.

Everytime when I comfort to peple regarding this, I feel as though they look at me like I'm complaining. But they don't know what I'm going through in work everyday. Im mentally exhausted. I even have a slight breakdown which luckily I'm able to pull myself together.

Mentally exhausted till my mind went completely blank. By the time I reach home, i will sleep. the next day, is another day, another call, another sick in the mind thing.

My decision is up. I dun have the heart to work there.
But just that I respect the company and my team leader and the money issue.

Walking away.

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I ask myself as my memories fade in the middle of the night.